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Eternalism

by PANIC DIVISION

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Silver Rings 04:14
Color your reflection to paint your life in gold Maybe all your little fears that grip so tight, they tell you where to go I’m waiting for the moment when I’m ready for the answer Silver rings travel farther than they seem Memories seem clearer then before Silver rings travel farther than anything Memories you buried long before Bearing all my life in gold With a piece of you from long ago The broken bones, friends below, and pretty, pretty girls that can’t say no I’m waiting for the moment when I’m ready for the answer (CHORUS) But you paint them so beautiful So violently hush Your little silver rings They hold the deepest of memories So many I’ve been chasing So many I’m too scared to keep
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Long goodbyes. Lay your heart to rest Boy, you gotta learn when to let go You've been wasting all your life, living only in your dreams Boy, you gotta learn now that it's time. Time to let go. Long goodbyes. Lay your heart to rest Give it up, give it up, give it up and let go You’ve been wasting all your life, living only in your dreams Feel the miracle in you Endless summer, where the memories hurt the most Trying to move my dreams from the east to the west coast With no composure. I’ve lost my self control Buried all the years that I’ve been holding on to the miracle in you (CHORUS) Long Decembers, still bearing all your sin Colder than my nights in Brooklyn There’s gotta be closure when I’ve lived my life through you Buried all the years that I’ve been holding on for the miracle in you (CHORUS) All your love had me there. I couldn’t breathe, couldn’t function anywhere Am I walking on my knees every time I breathe? All your love just won’t last. Hold on to your future. Fuck the past Time to let go The miracle in you So many I’ve been lost so many years to give you up Boy you gotta learn when to let go
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You’ve been building your life round a blind kind of love You speak from your heart and you push till you shove I’m alone when I’m with you. I’m so alone when I’m with you Now you scream you can’t take it anymore And I count down the days till you’re back at my door You wanna run away from me, well go on baby and set me free Am I losing you? To the labor of love. I’ve given all that I can give Am I losing you? I’ve given all of the above to the labor of love To breathe like fire and you fill my lungs To move like love when you look so young Yellow walls are all the same every time I hear your name Lord, I never felt so out of touch with you And leaving is all that I can do Am I losing you? Give anything to make you smile, or to see you once in a while Am I losing you? I’ve given all of the above to the labor of love
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Danger. How many years have passed You’ve been lost in a dream and all promises will never last In the golden age of limmerance, shut up and leap Angel. Show me the world behind your eyes I’m heating up the air so much, won’t you let me come inside And you burn. Burn all your life for the money And you burn. Burn all your life for it honey In the golden age of limmerance, shut up and leap In these violent years, racing through my lungs, shut up and leap We’re in the arms of the summer Gripping hard, let me out We’re in the arms of the summer Gripping hard, let me out
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Wanna burn down the wishing tree Wanna break me down, wanna take my love, wanna give me misery Oh the fires been alive in me Come around love. Full circle now Round and round, love. Full circle now I’ll be hangin around, till you bury me underground Heaven knows it There’s no power great enough There’s no river long enough to break my faith in you my love Wanna number all of my days Wanna make me cry, wanna hit me hard with the past I can’t erase Wanna crack that smile, wipe it off my face Come around love. Full circle now Round and round, love. Full circle now I’ll be hangin around, till you bury me underground Heaven knows it There’s no power great enough There’s no river long enough to break my faith in you my love There’s no power great enough No forces of nature
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And the past falls like rain You build your pride to fight the pain All the fear you’re thinking of When you’re too young to fall in love There’s the love you never knew. Does it break your heart to never feel someone lying next to you? Well you don’t know love, but you need someone you say, “This is my wild new religion” I’m all wrapped up and my heart is the reason I believed your words When you’re too young to fall in love There’s the love you never knew Does it break your heart to let someone choose your body over you? Well you don’t even know love when you got someone Here’s to your wild new religion I’m all wrapped up and my heart is the reason I believed your words When you’re too young to fall in love When your heart is an open door Too young to love me anymore No reason to love at all when you’re too young to fall Did you forget about our love? (too young for my love)
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Melody Ave 04:50
Are we moving yet? I’ve grown so tired of just speaking from the heart Through all my fears and all these years been haunting me from the start My love will never let go Never talk too much, never leave you, no Are we moving yet? I’m ready to be born again, down... Melody Ave Walking along the edge All the love in my heart that’s true When I’m only running back to you My love will never let go Never back down on their belief in you Are we moving yet? I’m so ready to be born again, down... Melody Ave Walking along the edge All the love in my heart that’s true When I’m only running back to you Melody Ave All the faith that I hold in you All the love in my heart that’s true When I’m only running back to you
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Bleed 02:25
Take my cup and fill me up To pour me out is not enough Do you wanna hurt me? Do you wanna see how much I’ll bleed? You wanna hurt me Again and again and again (do you wanna hurt me?) You raise your fist to beat me up You lay me out, full of dust Do you wanna hurt me? To be someone that I can’t be You wanna hurt me Again and again and again (do you wanna hurt me?)
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Lifeline 03:50
So nice to see you girl. Oh our bodies, how they grow We used to be in love a long time ago Love, breathe easy on me Oh god it’s been so long since we said... Hello Are we dreaming the dream you come alive? Hello Every moment I wait is a lifetime So good to see you girl. Though my face you no longer know We used to be in love a long time ago I wanna shake your hand, share your bed. Exchange all the words that we never said Tapers of wax, how they burn so red Oh god it’s been so long since we said (CHORUS) Would have lived my life in a dream free of anger All my love for you never screaming danger I’m on a lifeline she said Growing older and older in my bed Asleep in the air, with the words on your breath blowing through my hair Till morning we wake, every figure of my skin is yours to take I’m in love with a mare. When I wake every morning, you’re never there Are you alive and well? Well only time will tell
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When your heart was in bloom Never fall in love, you’ll be so fucked up when you do These little prices we pay, then we trade it all. We trade it for youth No matter however long it hurts I’ll be a prisoner of your love No matter however long it hurts I’ll be a prisoner of you When your heart was in bloom With your filthy mouth, talking so fucked up like you do A little jaded, yea whatever. Did you trade it all for the child in you? The winter came too soon, when your heart was in bloom The seasons change, your loves re-arranged And all your left with is a name No matter however long it hurts I’ll be a prisoner of your love No matter however long it hurts I’ll be a prisoner of you The winter came too soon, when your heart was in bloom Feel the love shine through Till it burns you When your heart was in bloom
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Fireflies 04:40
Hold on my love, and America will rain They say that new hurt comes to wash away the old pain You’ve tasted many tears, in the hardest of your years One life to lift you up, sweep you off your feet Light me up The child is getting older Memories just like fireflies Live your life for stories told. Speak the legend, young and old Memories just like fireflies Hold on my love. The purest of the name All the years could never steal the child you couldn’t tame Watch the ground graze your head, your face covered all in red One life to lift you up, sweep you off your feet Light me up The child is getting older Memories just like fireflies Live your life for stories told. Speak the legend, young and old Memories just like fireflies The memories are just like fireflies They come and go, now and then Sometimes you remember, sometimes you forget Light me up from head to toe. All the highs and all the lows Memories just like fireflies
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Easier 03:55
The feeling ain’t the same Now the treasure has a name And I was moving forward And there you go now, talking that trash cause you don’t know me I guess I’m moving backwards Do we gotta fight to get all of your attention I been thinking about what was said yesterday The fear is hanging over me It’s getting easier It’s getting easier to love again And I feel so much, the chemicals within your touch We were moving forward I went outside, opened up your book cause I don’t know you I wish I really knew you Do we gotta fight just to get a little redemption I been thinking about what was said yesterday The fear is hanging over me It’s getting easier It’s getting easier to love again To love again Oh, to love again The fear is hanging over me. It’s getting easier to fall in love with you

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released February 7, 2012

Recorded from 2010 - 2011, ETERNALISM is a solo effort by frontman Colton Holliday. All music and instruments were written and recorded by Holliday. Recorded at Hollywood Studios in San Antonio, TX.

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Produced by Colton Holliday
Engineered by Anthony Diaz De Leon
Mixed by Ralph Jezzard
Mastered by Anthony Diaz De Leon
Live drums by Joe Ramos
Additional electronics on Melody Ave and Marching Tide by Diego Chavez

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THE PANIC DIVISION San Antonio, Texas

Panic Division is an American 80's Synth Pop Rock band from Texas, led by its sole writer and producer, Colton Holliday. Holliday writes and produces all instruments, including vocals. Holliday's last album, "Touch" went #1 on iTunes Electronic and charted on Billboard. The album has been used by countless brands such as the NFL, Microsoft, Dell, Oprah, Nascar, LAX, Rode Mics and many more. ... more

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